2021.10.19 22:30 johnrock001 What is Loli
2021.10.19 22:30 Electronic_Care6299 still behind out here but this is off a local target “restock”
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2021.10.19 22:30 SomeoneMatoimaru Thank you for all the support (And 50 followers on twitter!)
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2021.10.19 22:30 Px_BCPG Custom status for element ?
2021.10.19 22:30 throwawayfml120 A lost love..?
Strap in I guess...
My SO [27M] and I [25F] met online in late September, exchanged socials and began talking. We talked a lot and found a lot in common. We had very good conversation, not directly flirty or sexual but there was a lot of mutual attraction. We were both recently single (about 6mo) from being in long term relationships that did not end well. I saw one day on his story that he posted a child, who is his child he had with his ex-girlfriend. I am not the fondest of children and I have never wanted children of my own and made him aware of this upfront. Although I enjoyed talking to him, I did not expect things to go anywhere so I didn’t think much of the child or to cut him off based on those feelings. We talked daily and as conversations got deeper we became closer. We planned to hangout but I was 1. afraid to meet new people (my first time dating online) 2. busy with day to day life and he would get off work late so our schedules didn't really fit. The week of Thanksgiving, we finally met up. We connected instantly and very intensely (very much soul mate vibes). It felt like we had known each other for a lifetime. We became instantly attached. As corny as it sounds, the bond and love we have for each other is the type of love people dream of. I felt like I was living a fantasy. I couldn't believe I was getting to experience this type of love. On Thanksgiving, I was feeling sick but we went to the beach after spending time with our families. It turns out I was positive for the Coronavirus. I spread the virus to my family on thanksgiving night and to him. He came over to be away from his family and quarantine with me but would not stay every night. My grandpa passed away due to the Coronavirus. Needless to say, my mental health took a huge toll. I blamed myself for his death, because I was the one who spread the virus to everyone unknowingly. I was very open with my SO about this, and told him that I was going to spiral and that I did not want him to be sucked in or affected by this depression that was to come. He stayed and was there for me but if I'm being honest I shut everyone out. I still blame myself and hate myself and it is not something I have been able to fully overcome. After that time passed, we did not get to see each other too much as I had a cousin who was kind of staying with me and he had a child at home. Once schedule started to clear with his child, we saw each other more often. I still had a lot going on with work, but we made time for each other. He would come over right after work and cook me dinner and stay a while. He than began spending the night and that kind of became a routine for us. We had some conflict at the beginning due to us having different lives and lifestyles. I was still going out with friends and heavily drinking to cope. He would just kind of work and go home to spend time with his child. We were both insecure about a lot things we shared in the past with each other, like friends and exes that we felt threatened our relationship. He made it clear that he was uncomfortable with things I did and the people I would hang around and that he felt like I did not make our relationship a priority. We were not seeing other people or anything as it was kind of an unspoken thing that we were exclusive. As time went on our bond grew stronger, but so did our obsession and other toxic traits. In January we became official. February he went through my phone and found a message from an old friend (someone I had talked to my SO about before and was very open about) that expressed his feelings for me. I was very clear with my friend that we would never be together as he was the soon to be ex-husband of my best friend. I was very open about my relationship and how I felt about my SO and that I was not available or going to be. That friend was in town and asked that we speak so he could apologize about things that happened in his marriage and between us and he stated that he was dating and put any idea of us to rest and that he respected my new relationship. I thanked him for his honesty and I told him that I would be keeping my distance from him given the history and out of respect for my friendship and new relationship. When my so found these messages, he thought things were going on. I explained to him the situation, but rightfully so he was still hurt that I was not open about having that conversation with him. He stated he could not trust me. That there were also guys on my social media who would compliment me and I did not put an end to it. He stated he was willing to forgive me, but to this day it comes up because I understand there are still unresolved feelings about the actions that took place. I had my fair share of insecurities and trust issues due to his child's mother. I also thought he had been cheating on me. I was also very open with him about how hard it was for me to engage with his child. I care for them, but loving them is not something that has come naturally. I feel very guilty about this and discuss it with him often. Fast forward to May, things were moving forward in a positive direction. Were were having healthy discussions, resolving some of our issues and feelings of insecurity. We moved in together, we had been talking about marriage and our future and got engaged. We have met each others families and have gotten close. Now, where things have escalated: we have been having many fights, many many many “almost breakups" and we are at our wits end. Our fights are becoming worse and worse... like.. yea. I understand how we have BOTH allowed this to happen and to get as far as it has. We have both said and done some really nasty things to hurt each other and cannot not take back. Again, we talk a lot in trying to resolve our issues but it does not seem like there is ever an end to it because of how much damage has now been done. We have discussed heavily how this relationship affects us and how it would be best that we not continue that we may just not be good for each other but we cannot seem to let go- as fucked up as that is. We both feel like although this relationship is not easy (and not healthy) it is worth fighting for because the connection and bond we have is extraordinary. We have talked about therapy as a last resort, but we understand that it may be too late. I know this relationship is not healthy. I am not trying to justify the things that have happened. I am not afraid to be alone, I am not afraid to let him go.... I just cant... fully. He is my twin flame. My soul mate. The love of my life. I am sure you're thinking- How?? Your soul mate or love of your life wouldn't treat you like this and you wouldn't treat him like this... I just.. I don't know. We both have hurt and things we need to seek help for. I am not looking for validation. I'm just... lost. It is clear we shouldn’t be together, but we can’t seem to accept that. I have tried to hard to walk away many times but he wont let me go either. We feel like we will regret losing a love like this.
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2021.10.19 22:30 _artifextenebris Loki & the Morrigan 🖤
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2021.10.19 22:30 SeveralBoxesofFeces bench watching
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2021.10.19 22:30 jarena009 Masters in Data Science - Warning About Graduate Programs to Avoid and Potential Scams
I see on here a lot of folks asking/looking around for graduate level programs in Data Science. I wanted to share my recent experience with one such program, so it can serve as an example of what to avoid if you are searching and plan to pursue a masters in Data Science. There are a lot of bad programs out there in general, so I feel this can hopefully point people in the right direction and away from the wrong direction.
Specifically, I'm referring to my recent experience with the Master of Data Science online degree with Central Connecticut State University. Without going into too much detail, the first few courses in the program started off well. They were hands on and taught me a lot, including programming languages/procedures with real world applications of Data Science. However the next two courses are where the program took a turn and where I started to see serious problems. The main problem is up to 50% of coursework and assignments started to lack lectures/videos and/or required readings that you'd normally expect from a graduate level education. Instead, we were essentially directed to web/google search and self teach ourselves both the concepts and technical programming procedures as well.
For instance, in a required Multivariate Analytics course DATA 514, the course lecture, lesson, required readings etc did not actually teach how to test for Multivariate Normality of a dataset with a large number of variables, and instead the professor directed us to find the answers and teach ourselves the concepts and procedures online. Then, upon asking for clarification and the appropriate procedures, the professor was mostly combative and didn't provide clarification nor the procedures. I was left learning very little. Occasional web searches are fine and inevitable, but when web searches drive half of the assignments and grade on key concepts, and especially on technical data science and statistical procedures in R-Studio we haven’t been exposed to, with minimal to no guidance, then I take issue.
Upon complaining to the University that this not up to the level of graduate coursework expected from an accredited degree granting university, costing thousands of dollars each, the University essentially defended the aforementioned practices and gave no indications that they would make any changes.
Anyway, just wanted to share. Again, I would recommend avoiding this Data Science program at Central Connecticut State, and recommend looking elsewhere.
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2021.10.19 22:30 telemaiwe How to find totems to bless?
I'm using Mikaela today like everyone and their grandma, but I'm having a hard time finding totems. I thought you'd be able to see their aura from a certain distance. Does this only work with hex totems? Do I need to equip Small Game?
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2021.10.19 22:30 SomeGamerRisingUp apparently I'm not exorcising the spirits correctly?
2021.10.19 22:30 Mike-Carroll [Xbox] [H] Sniper Tw Helios [W] 5600 Credits! 😃
2021.10.19 22:30 -_-andra-_- Ok so...why is it wrong? For "know" there was both "Io so" and "Io conosco". I'm confuse.
2021.10.19 22:30 cappedo How should I solve this?
We are working with derivatives right now and I got this question:
“There are two different lines that go through the point (1, -3) and which are both tangents to the parabola y = x2. Determine the equations of the tangents.”
How should I solve this?
Thanks in advance!
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2021.10.19 22:30 renegade0264 TOOK HALF MY BITCOIN PROFITS IN DAI CRYPTO
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2021.10.19 22:30 reddit_feed_bot Lifezette: Chicago Police Officer Are HOLDING THE LINE Against Lightfoot’s Medical Tyranny
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2021.10.19 22:30 Metawing Lets discuss, does a majority of the player base still think Kotal Kahn is low-tier in MK11?
I've been going back to playing KK this season and honestly he isn't a terrible character in my eyes. He certainly isn't top-tier imo, but I think he's still good in the right hands.
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2021.10.19 22:30 odin_the_wiggler My brother is about to embark on an adventure visiting many sports venues in many cities across the U.S. I was hoping you all could show him some love.
2021.10.19 22:30 johnrock001 Sad Anime That Will Make You Cry - Sad Anime Recommendations
Sad Anime That Will Make You Cry - Sad Anime Recommendations - https://www.myanimeforlife.com/sad-anime-that-will-make-you-cry-recommendations/
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2021.10.19 22:30 dollwater I told my boyfriend I was ugly and he didnt deny it
I told my boyfriend that I was feeling ugly and that I hate myself and he didnt even deny it, all he said was "No point in hating yourself, you're one of the only people looking out for yourself!" Now I feel like absolute shit
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2021.10.19 22:30 -You-know-it- Does anyone know a good replacement for the “Let’s stay home” candle? I’m so sad it’s still sold out and I don’t know if they will ever bring it back.
2021.10.19 22:30 YellowFlash627 Is it really that hard for people to drive the warthog?
I mean Jesus Christ Im trying to get the challenge where we have to get 117 kills as a warthog gunner and its hard.
People just dont how to drive this damn thing. They charge straight on without keeping some distance. Like good lord why couldnt the challenge be for driving the warthog and getting the assists as the driver instead.
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2021.10.19 22:30 acriner B rankers have STRONG suspicions Kuga and Hyuse are neighbors
2021.10.19 22:30 Camelman787 Finished the vault of shadows and cant find ghost praetorian
I cant find the ghost praetorians by the shadow and smoke buttons after the quest, even when I'm using my ring of visibility. Do I need to wait for the pylons to be active or something?
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2021.10.19 22:30 Pyrat_Nee [POSITIVE] for /u/n_cornick [seller]
bought a tube of ASEs. Quick ship and secure packaging. SFRB was taped at edges and tube was wrapped & taped in a cardboard 'sleeve' and then taped to inside of the mailing box. Thx bud!
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2021.10.19 22:30 the-gay-avenger Swap scroll advice
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